Karmic backlash?

Is that how you spell karmic? karmick? ....=_=;;

Dammit the Job i was up for was filled from within the company! XO augh!
But I did hear that I got really positive reviews from the people that interviewed me and I'm like at the top of the list if they decide they need extra people or if another similar level job opens up! :D yay!
I was totally racking my brains trying to figure out what it could have been that I did wrong, but apparently it was nothing, I did everything right! :D

I wonder if this means the whole nice guy thing is gonna backlash then? o_O;;

My karma has always been totally kind but when it bites it bites hard enough to make me cry.

Karma is a fickle bitch

My karma is permanently screwed up. I'm waiting for a call back from warner brothers. The job I had interviewed for starts tomorrow, and i was supposed to have heard from the HR guy, or at least that's what the people I interviewed with on monday last weak said. But I didn't hear from him so I called him on thursday and he told me he was finding out the next day from his bosses who he was supposed to hire. I didn't hear from him on monday so i left a message around 3:30-4pm. Didn't hear back. I did however, get a call back from him today, Tuesday, but I have no idea what he's gonna say. I just have to keep reminding myself that I still have a job and a life whether I get this job or not. I just want it so badly that it almost hurts.

But getting back to karma. When I first got the call for this job I had just had the shittiest week i've had in a long time. It always seems to go like that, my life will be just normal, but then one after the other, I'll start to have problems that all pile up, like my karma, my luck! is saving itself up for something big. A job at warner brothers, to me that would be big.

But at the same time as my interviews going really well, I started seeing a really nice guy. And suddenly my saved up good karma is draining at an alarming rate, and warner doesn't call me. Though maybe he talks about himself a little too much, he's really a nice guy who means well, I think we put up with each other quite nicely for the time being. It's just....I really wanted that job. =_=,,*tear*

Now I'm just sitting here waiting to hear back from the HR guy since I was returning his call that I missed. augh. I am so upset that I missed it.
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Journalists....shouldn't fly helicopters

I had a dream last night that I and my friend owen were both journalists flying helicopters to crack a big piece on what I can only assume were mob bosses. My personal vision looked like one of those first person fighter pilot games. But then owen died. He kept flying in circles above the mob guy's car and I can't remember how but the helicopter crashed and blew up....and owen died.

I have such violent dreams lately. lol

suprisingly gorey

So I had a dream last night where I was teaching myself to be a murderer. I would kill people and think this isn't right, but it was making me feel so much better. So i tentatively continued killing a very small infrequent amount of people. That is until my brother who was a motorcycle racer died. And when I watched the footage of him crashing, it was really obvious how the other driver purposely landed his bike on him and squished it down a bit before he kept going. Then when he was trying to be checked by a medic, keep in mind he's lying on his stomach blood starting to flood everywhere. When the medic grabbed his suit and flipped him over and opened it, guts and blood just like, EXPLODED everywhere. it was super gross.
So I go down to the track and I find the other driver and kill him. and that other driver got his cause I skewered him on a pole(again guts and blood everywhere, like a video game). ^_^;;
But in addition to the other driver, there was a security guard who just "got in the way" and I had to take care of him. I may have killed the medic too but I can't remember. and no one came after me for it! I think people agreed on what I felt happened lol. It was weird. But that turned me into a murderer cause I just remember that me in the dream after my brother died was no longer hesitant about killing people.
And then my alarm woke me up before I could kill again! haha XD

American Cancer Society Gallery Event

So I joined a relay for life team and participated, however, the one I was on was an artist team. The way this worked is that while the other teams walked for 24hr straight, we had at least one painter, painting for 24hrs straight. It didn't really work out that way this year because it was so cold we weren't able to barely keep our brushes straight. So we all went home but we did complete our paintings and they are all now on sale at the GCS Gallery in Santa Ana, with all the proceeds going to the American Cancer Society towards cancer research.

If you want to check out all the artwork the artists donated, the work will be hanging there for sale until June 4th! Parking is free after 8pm, but everything is metered or there is a $3 parking lot right around the corner from the gallery on 3rd street.

There is a lot of great art there so, Please go take a look!

GCS Gallery

209 N. Broadway
Santa Ana, CA

When it rains it pours

I've been applying to jobs like crazy. Not just good office jobs but store jobs too, and I just got hired by one company but the other store that I really wanted to work for now called me for an interview that I have to leave for in 30 minutes. I'm so stressed because of how much I want to work for them but my sense of loyalty and responsibility is making my stomach cramp. idk how the job I just go hired at could accept me only being available 2-3 days. wouldn't they be mad?
It's been months since I was able to find a job. but, idk what will happen so I'm going to go to the interview and see what is being offered to me and what I can take for myself. I like both the places, but idk what else can be done at this point. I'll have to see what happens.

Cougartown

Just started watching the first five minutes of cougartown. I've heard horrible things about that show but recently started hearing that it was good so I decided to start watching it. I'm about five minutes in and it's actually pretty funny so far. We'll see how I feel by the end of the first episode, but gee, who ever though that HOT middle aged rich women had it so tough!