suprisingly gorey

So I had a dream last night where I was teaching myself to be a murderer. I would kill people and think this isn't right, but it was making me feel so much better. So i tentatively continued killing a very small infrequent amount of people. That is until my brother who was a motorcycle racer died. And when I watched the footage of him crashing, it was really obvious how the other driver purposely landed his bike on him and squished it down a bit before he kept going. Then when he was trying to be checked by a medic, keep in mind he's lying on his stomach blood starting to flood everywhere. When the medic grabbed his suit and flipped him over and opened it, guts and blood just like, EXPLODED everywhere. it was super gross.
So I go down to the track and I find the other driver and kill him. and that other driver got his cause I skewered him on a pole(again guts and blood everywhere, like a video game). ^_^;;
But in addition to the other driver, there was a security guard who just "got in the way" and I had to take care of him. I may have killed the medic too but I can't remember. and no one came after me for it! I think people agreed on what I felt happened lol. It was weird. But that turned me into a murderer cause I just remember that me in the dream after my brother died was no longer hesitant about killing people.
And then my alarm woke me up before I could kill again! haha XD