Karma is a fickle bitch

My karma is permanently screwed up. I'm waiting for a call back from warner brothers. The job I had interviewed for starts tomorrow, and i was supposed to have heard from the HR guy, or at least that's what the people I interviewed with on monday last weak said. But I didn't hear from him so I called him on thursday and he told me he was finding out the next day from his bosses who he was supposed to hire. I didn't hear from him on monday so i left a message around 3:30-4pm. Didn't hear back. I did however, get a call back from him today, Tuesday, but I have no idea what he's gonna say. I just have to keep reminding myself that I still have a job and a life whether I get this job or not. I just want it so badly that it almost hurts.

But getting back to karma. When I first got the call for this job I had just had the shittiest week i've had in a long time. It always seems to go like that, my life will be just normal, but then one after the other, I'll start to have problems that all pile up, like my karma, my luck! is saving itself up for something big. A job at warner brothers, to me that would be big.

But at the same time as my interviews going really well, I started seeing a really nice guy. And suddenly my saved up good karma is draining at an alarming rate, and warner doesn't call me. Though maybe he talks about himself a little too much, he's really a nice guy who means well, I think we put up with each other quite nicely for the time being. It's just....I really wanted that job. =_=,,*tear*

Now I'm just sitting here waiting to hear back from the HR guy since I was returning his call that I missed. augh. I am so upset that I missed it.
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